Saturday, March 7, 2009
it hurts
my chest feels like its about to explode, i don't know what i did to make him do this to me, i loved him, i still love him, and when he did that it was as though my heart was no longer there, but replaced by this void, a hole i have only ever felt once before. i know its not right to judge your happiness based on someone elses feelings about you, but thats not what this is, my happiness is based on who i chose to share my heart with, and when i have my heart ripped apart like this its as though it doesn't matter anymore, its as though life lost all its meaning, and i am jealous, i think non stop, is he with someone else, is that the reason, is that why this happened... dammit, i hate this, i just want it to end, for everything to go away, why did this have to happen
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It happened, because it's a part of life. I'm sure this isn't helping, but it's the truth. Unfortunately, we get hurt, when we open up our hearts. It's a part of life. Everything is trial and error.
ReplyDeleteLook at it as a good thing, this just means that the next time, you'll be more aware of certain things, and be able to make decisions based on what you are seeing. Trial and error. You'll get it right, when you are meant to get it right.
I used to get so heart broken when things didn't work out with someone, for whatever reason. However, I started looking at it like 'next time, it'll be better, and if not, the 'one' that wont hurt me.
Don't let heart ache deter you from trying again. You can't find true love, if you yourself are not open to love, in any and all avenues.
Good luck, I'm here to talk if needed.
he'll find out that he got the losing end of that deal!
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